My dog Diesel has a few health challenges including diabetes and heart failure. I know his days, like mine, are numbered. Still it pains me deeply to see him struggle at times.
Last week he had a couple of bad days. I took him to the vet on Friday and his medications were adjusted. Still, the doctor said his condition is usually only six to twelve months before the end.
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Diesel June 9, 2017. |
It has been six months so I know each day I have with Diesel is a gift.
I have told myself that when the bad days outnumber the good days then the inevitable must be done. Still, it hurts.
Diesel has been with me every day - except maybe a handful over the past eleven years. Much of what I do every day centers around taking care of him. I talk with him every day as well walk or ride.
It seems the past couple of days have been better. He brought his ball to play although it was only a few minutes. He lets me walk him though it is short and mainly to take care of business.
I wonder at times if he is doing these for me because he understands... he is smart.